Why? Why do I even care anymore?(And why am I even searching around for this shit on myspace??? Not important right now, but really, why?)I know it's because I've been in this exact same spot more than once, or should I say twice. Well, it's basically the same scenario I experience w/ most men that have been in my life. They all seem to cheat, lie, and leave me for someone else. Yep, that's right. Apparently they all see something better in another. I am never the one that is picked over another, I'm always the one left, at least that is how I feel.
So why is it that after completely cutting off the Glendale Douche, even though we were just dating, it's so rough to see that now his myspace says "in a relationship." I mean, I don't want anything from this person, and even when we were hanging out he didn't give me anything in return, so...why is it that I am so hurt right now? Hurt, knowing that once I said "F*$& Off" he'd go and make "the other girl" his new girl...his new relationship.
F*$&, that girl has my name!!!! I want to HURL!
What a DOUCHE!!!!!!!!
So yah, why is it that even when we don't want someone and we know they aren't good for us, it still hurts to see them w/ someone else and to know they are MOVING ON w/ someone who is not us??
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I have been in the same boat more times than I can count. It's natural to be angry, but I don't think that it's because they aren't or didn't choose us as much as that they can move on while we are stuck having to pick up pieces and heal from wounds they inflicted while they seem to just sail right on through or by. Wow, was that a run-on sentence or what? I often feel like I just trained them to be a good man for the next girl, since they usually learned how not to be with me. A lot of good that does me, right?!?!?!
Seriously! We have both become training/boot camps for these douches...what gives?
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