Saturday, September 12, 2009

So Annoyed.

I'm so annoyed! I'm not perfect, I'll throw that disclaimer out there right now, because I'm about the BITCH a lil bit about some peeps in my life. I'm annoyed w/ those peeps who talk, talk, talk, talk, talk, but never deliver. They are oh so PREDICTABLE. Sure, there might not be anything wrong w/ being predictable, I mean, for one you already know what you're gonna get w/ that person, but here's the thing... when it's not benefiting you or the other person, well, what's the point? Right? Why make an effort when the person you are dealing w/ has their "blinders" on all of the time and just doesn't give a shit? Again, what's the point? I don't have a lot of close friends out here in L.A., cause well, it's L.A., but some of the ones I do have I am tempted to leave behind. I've been realizing a few things about myself lately, like what I really need in my life, and part of me doesn't think I need these peeps in my life. It might be time to say adios. I'm not one to burn bridges, that's not my thing, but I'm just thinking I need to distance myself. I need some new friends. I need peeps w/ common interests, who have drive, motivation, and ambition. Peeps who care for one another and want to push me to be a better person, etc... I don't need peeps who can't make up their minds, need me to make decisions for them, and are just about indecisive about everything that presents itself to them. I'm not a mom yet, and I don't need to play one to my friends.

Okay, I vented. I released. I let it all out! I sorta feel better, but all in all I think it's time for a few changes in my life.

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