Wednesday, November 5, 2008

2 Steps Forward...

Why is it that anytime I seem to actually start to move ahead in life, and things seem to be all "Happy Go Lucky" that something of the negative kind happens and sends me back about a mile(or so it feels).

I just don't get it.

I use to think I was cursed, and that if anything bad were to happen to anyone, well, it would happen to me. My therapist has taught me to think otherwise, so I don't feel that way anymore, but... it just doesn't surprise me that I can't seem to get ahead in life right now. WTF??????

So I'm all emo and crying right now(I knew it would happen eventually) cause my show I was working on just got cancelled today. No notice or anything, just CANCELLED and production will shut down on Friday. And people wonder why I have such a LOVE/HATE relationship w/ this industry. Man I feel like kicking someones ASS right now!

"2 steps forward,10 steps back...this is the story of my life"

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