Calling All Attention Whores!

I'm as confused as all hell right now! (what's new)
D.B. has made an appearance once again. Why? WTF is going ? He chats me up and tells me his stories of his travels out of town. I mean really...really? Am I suppose to care? Am I suppose to be excited? Why is he seeking out this attention? And why from me of all people, the girl he said audios to. I just don't get it.

So what takes the cake (at least in my eyes) is that he got a hold of me the other day and was all weird (like a boy) and reminiscing of times we hung out and made out and all of that kinda stuff. Why dude? Why are you doing that? He kept saying how he liked hanging out w/ me and how we had some really good times. Well, yah, we did have some good times and yes, I will agree that I too liked hanging out w/ him, but he was the one who called it quits. I asked him why he bailed. He said he thought I liked him too much and that freaked him out and so he backed off. Ummm, can you say bullshit?!!!! I mean, the guy told me 6wks ago he was over it cause he was looking to settle down and find a wife, blah, blah, blah, and that basically I wasn't it, blah, blah, blah...so now all of a sudden he misses me and apparently was never on the long awaited wife hunt he claimed??? So what is the deal, I thought he was on a wife hunt and now he's saying that wasn't it, and that he thought I was on the husband hunt, so...he got weird and backed off. Backing off meaning cutting ties. Yah, weird is putting it mildly.

Here's the thing though, I'm the idiot girl who deep down inside likes this crazy attention whore. Although he is the one coming to me and seeking attention, well, I don't mind it cause in a sense I am the one getting attention by him contacting me. Wow, did that all make sense?? Perfect. So yah, I claim to be all strong and independent and not needing useless attention from people who can't give me SHIT, yet I love it when I get attention from those kinds of people. Well, I love it when I get that attention from him. I need to kick myself in the box right now, cause I sound like such and idiot girl!!! I always warn my girlfriends of douches and guys who pull crap like this, and here I am...total sucker for it!!!

So who knows what will come of this...nothing probably. Nothing most likely, who am I kidding. I just can't stop thinking about him though. I can't stop thinking about and wanting this attention whore who won't leave my life yet.