Can't a cute lil blonde girl catch a break?

My life has just been nuts lately. I mean, I use to think I had a black cloud following me, but then my therapist helped me to think otherwise. So I don't think I have a black cloud hanging around and I try not to think negative thoughts like that any longer. Let me just say this though, right now I really feel like the black cloud is back and it's brought a freakin' army.
It was about 3 weeks ago that my skies had a silver lining and I was on cloud 9 and a lot of good was happening in my life. Ummm, cut to 2 weeks ago, and even worse, right now, and I've got the darkest of the dark of skies all around (or so that is how it feels). Can't a cute lil blonde girl catch a break?

Not only have all areas of my life been unstable and a bit rocky and all over the place lately, well...my emotions and mental health are just a bit tested right now too. I just want to climb the tallest mountain and scream at the top of my lungs one minute, but then the next minute I just want to throw in the towel and cry like a baby.

I know there are trials and tribulations in all of our lives. There may even be times when we feel we are being tested for one reason or another. I'm just trying to keep my head high and truck on through these shaky times and feelings I'm having right now. I know it will all pass, but right now I just really want to smash something and scream, "WHY"!!!!