I had such an awful moment of loneliness tonight. I wanted so bad to call my 2 best girlfriends, but to be honest, I couldn't. I felt like I already knew what their advice or comments would be to me. They would tell me that I'm just reading too far into things and they would then say to relax and chill out and just see what happens. I didn't want to hear that, so I didn't call anyone. In that moment I felt so ALONE. I felt so sad and I felt so completely alone and trapped w/ my thoughts/feelings/emotions. It was such an awful feeling! I wanted nothing more but to be on my therapists couch. Hell, it's been a few hours and I still just want to be on her couch.
Man do I have issues...trust issues.
And w/ those issues come more and more and more issues...issues that are only gonna set me back in life and relationships. Man do I ever feel like a freakshow right now!
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