Sunday, January 4, 2009

Headed home...

Well, my time here in North Idaho/Eastern Washington has come to an end. I never thought 2wks could last as long as it did. I feel like I've been up in the Northwest for the past month. Thank God it was only 2wks, ha!

With that said, there's a storm rolling in tonight and I just hope I am able to fly out tomorrow. If I have to stay another day, well, let's just say it won't be good.

Don't get me wrong, I had a great time w/ my friends up here and part of me always has the hardest time leaving when it comes to leaving my best friends. Now there's another part of me that is already to high tail it outta here!!! I can't handle my family and this vacation was by far the hardest one to deal with. Hell, it wasn't even really a vacation, it was hard work!!! I was ready to fly back to L.A. after only being around my mom for an hour. I just can't handle my family anymore, or at least I don't know how to handle them. It's not a pretty picture. I would so much rather stay in L.A. or go visit other relatives and be happy and healthy, then to come back to Idaho to be around them and feel miserable and always be in a bad mood. I know it sounds awful, but that's how I feel. I need to be mentally healthy, right? Well, my answer for myself on that one is to not come home for a while.

With that said, I am flying back home(L.A.) tomorrow and I am taking a miserable cold with me. I hate being sick!!!

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